Blackwater & Associates

Sorry y'all for the mishaps I've been on a mad mission so have to restart my search for government funding lost one through emails damn I'm dumb hey

Hey jus an update I've been researching into our taxes this year and have unveiled hundreds of thousands of dollars revenue that we worked for unclaimed to cra and they don't even let you know this is available till tax season over but in reality h can do ir taxes whenever

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Good news everyone! Ill be applying for a grant to provide non profitable help to people in need for better assisting of help in emergency situations.

Feelings where are they today? A frequently asked question lately, finding myself lost in this mix. Anyways on another note ive also been questioning my thresh hold on how much of this I can tak before i cave and bust my way out! Some might think somethings of me and i know they wrong for doing so... But the old me wants to do something wrong.. So bad evrryday i pray that i dont go back to my old ways of thinking, but i think im already there but got to get back to the mai...n point. Why fight when thats what people expect from me? If i am supposed to know better arent the people that assume this crapola in the same boat. Maybe people are just pissed about the pipeline. Lol Anyways i wish i had mor to offer people but wheres my hero? whos suppose to stand up for me when i have fallen damaged rippled from the abuse and neglect lately? I wish i had a hero someone even a parent that could tell me they had my back maybe even a guidance councellor but nope... The doctors already see through me like im not even there. Maybe im too far gone but whos decision is it that i live or die no one but fate can decide those terms. For those who think they can be god though are wrong. I got to remind myself of who i am regardless of what situation im in See more

Break time photo creds: to my newest friend thnx homie lovess it

I want everyone to be aware my go fund me page isn't a scam ploy or joke. So please dont ridicule me for trying to find some resources to get myself some help. I want to spread awareness of cancer in hopes that somehow someway someone is convinced to save them the harm in using. Take it from me the addiction will never fill the void. Your always going to keep trying to fill this empty void with things when you should be taking the time to show yourself worth, prove to not onl...y yourself but everyone else too that you yourself are more worthy of a long lasting smoke & cancer free life. No one can ever make you do something if you dont want to do it, its your god given right to do and stand for your beliefs. If i seen someone take a stand like that id be happier with this day and age but seems to me everyone has forgotten the big picture or just lost sight of who they are and what they truly are about and i find that a shame and a waste of a beautiful brain. These are my thoughts before bed thanks for taking your time to read my blogs. ive been in the hospital so bear with me im going through somethings i cant explain at this time. its me against the world today tryin to make it look easy enough but more lost than ever, so im trying to make positive out a negative situation. Amen! all my relations This Blackwater has had enough for one day much love friends and fam. Xox See more

Today was a tough one mentally, I haven't the slightest idea what im suppose to be doing but im doing everything in my power to push forward from all the negative things trying to hold me in that moment. For those battling mental instability right now my hats off to us for not letting insecurity knock our self defenses down. It takes alot of strength just talking about these topics, i feel like someones round the corner getting ready to scare the wits out of me for this blog... haha. Anyways my point being don't let the stigma of what people say and do to change the way you look at certain things. A person shouldnt push something as easily as sum do when it comes to depression and anxiety they are touchy topics. I would think if you have had the advantage of been through them so much your experiences speak for themselvea but for the people just talking out the poop shoot step down and maybe instead of always having everything together just listen to what is being said. That person has a hard time talking about their feelings dont go talking over their issues that like ur the cure... Jk anyways just know people all deal with things differently and that even though you feel like your giving viable advice if you dont know for sure please think twice before pitching that to the ball park because some of those hurtful judgemental things your advising could permanently screw up a persons wellbeing and mental health. Heres to the strong ones still silently battling the things we dont understand my hearts out to those struggling with their mental status. Im here if you ever need someone to listen. Well this Blackwater is one of those struggling to understand some sad truths tonight.. Other than that tgif ! See more

When I was a girl i use to believe there was good and bad. Going through life now adays i realized theirs a diffference when its your intention you know your doing it and keep on is alot different than some that avoid that kinda danger. not saying im right or right is wrong. Now adays i find myself arguing with someone i used to know about things i never thought id see the day lights of day love.

To whom this may concern via family friends, my people. As few of you know I've been in and out of the hospital so heren it is im sick. Ive kept this from all the ones close to me since, I didnt want pity or sympathy from anyone let alone think about asking for help. Im asking you now to love the ones ur scared i know but dont fear of loving another dont fear the unknown love like tomorow will never come because it might. In this world time is only an element and our body is... jus a temple treat urself. Hold the ones you love close before like me you have times limititations. My lung almost collapsed last month and ive been hurting since. I just have to say im with you all regardless of my presence in this world, just because im not there doesnt make it so. I've lived my life feeling alone not jus that ive been alone almost all my life. For the ones who breifly got the chance to be in my life im so greatful for those moments. I wont forget them and i hope you wont ever forget me. Im going to live the rest of my life as it is my last. All my relations xox For those who feel that ur sick dont let it go for you wont get that time back. I will keep updated on my blog but please dont message unless its about something other than this topic. Questions can be answered and asked here on my blog. See more