In Loving Memory or Patricia Ukrainetz

Always on my mind!

Happy Valentine’s Day sweetheart! I love you!Happy Valentine’s Day sweetheart! I love you!

Well my love, so many ups and downs, mostly downs through the move and especially through Christmas season. Damn I miss you so much. What I would give just to hear you laugh or even yell at me,,,,,,,,, so I could laugh. Well today was the first day I actually watched your memorial videos and instead of crying I smiled and finally kind of looked at the good memories. My biggest issue was and is I feel so bad for you that you had to leave so soon. I know everything happens for ...a reason but I’m not sure what reason or why this happened to you. I’ll never, ever fully get over you and absolutely NEVER forget or lose my love for you. Saying that I know your not happy with we over the fact that I’m so depressed and just not me. Thank you so much for the message you passed to me in my dream last night and I promise you I will do as you said. So strange, you sounded like me totally, while almost scolding me and telling me which direction I need to go. As much as everyone has said your always here with me, I’ve never got any definite feelings of that till last night. I love and miss you so much baby but will try to follow your advice/scolding. See more

Nice visit with the twins

Christmas will be a tough one this year without you! I love and miss you big time.