Real Truth Real Change

When I first started experiencing the spirit world strongly, I started to experience out of body experiences and started to understand the spirit realm more. In my teens I shut myself off. Did the drug and alcohol scene. Then I had the scariest shit happen to me to cause me to become worse. But to get the fullness of my gifts I had to focus. Being on drugs or on alcohol I could not focus. Hence why everything was always negative. I got out and have stayed clean ever si...nce. Now I accept my gifts. I do not give into fear and negativity. I trust the vibes I get. I know I am given something for a reason. I started studying the many aspects of spirituality. From religions to spirituality to science and I realized none of these truly understood the beyond. Just peoples physical opinions of what the beyond is. Hence why people attribute physical conditions to the beyond. Most notably is the need for religious ideals to be the only truth of it... which is toatlly incorrect and is nothing more than a dictatorship rather than truth. I do truly believe the Indigenous were the closest to explaining what it is, but they had limited knowledge awareness. Hence spirit animals and much more. I took many classes/courses to gain other people's perspective of energywork and spirituality when I realized that even doing these techniques were still restricted to a rigid physical and ego frame of thought. That is when I realized that when I meditate I needed to release this need to be physical/ego frame of being and to expand beyond that. To release the way we were brought up, taught, manipulated and deceived all of our lifetime. To see that even though human bodies are similar, our true self beyond that is exponentially unique.