Mental Hospital Gospel

From my mental hospital habitat. Though you may think I'm fat. Though there is a big black bat.. my mask is called the Black Cat. And if you struggle with mental issues, I am still trying to climb out of the pit. Brad Pitt.. jk. Today as the years take me, I am 40 years. I am leaving behind notes of my journey. Though you may not esteem me much, I have dealt with my mental health. I have been in an asylum half my life. What I want to do is spread a petition to free me. I wish... to have a place for youth, so that they may learn to deal with mental illness. I started this page in hopes of being someone who has walked out of the system. I wanted to leave a trail. The reason that I am here is that basically I couldn't deal with restraint. In 2003 I trespassed and caused mischief and stole food. The police and shackles and a lot of time in seclusion with medication that I didn't understand. I didn't deal with these things well. Now I have been calm for the last five years since September 18th 2016. I have made a few errors since then and ended up in the paper if you Google Reyhan Jones for trying to go camping when the illustrious Covid 19 made it impossible to go to the city, visit my family, go to church or smoke. The mental illness that I have has been a lot worse than that. Now I want to help youth deal with mental illness so that they don't spend half of their life in a mental institution. For example, I would tell them that they have to follow rules, be polite and deal with whatever side effects that come with the medication that we need to take. I would also like to be a support for those feeling suicidal. If you look up Reyhan Jones on Amazon, I attempt to tell my story. I would ask that people please share it. I believe in Jesus. My book is called, "My New Book (That Isn't Crazy)". There are two other books there by me that are kind of embarassing. Please contribute to my cause. Please share this information. For the things that made me sick, aren't there anymore. This is my letter with love, for you.

Anyone need some encouragement or a prayer?

I guess these words are here. And such is the life I live. Everything less would be civilized. You know some things in life are worth pain. Well then maybe then my life is worth a lot. I am here to pick cherries. I am here to walk around as if I had fur. It's late, I'm in my bed and my favorite song is playing. "Everything to You," by Jenn Johnson. We mean everything to God. And oh how I need to really love him. Because if I am faithful with the small, he will give me great.... You know with mental health, one can get twisted right up. But it is key to want nothing. I calm myself down all the time. "I don't want a damn thing," then I'm good. Just need my pillow. It has a red fuzzy case on it. But underneath are horses. My blanket has a horse on it. I have taken a female friend horseback riding before, but I don't think that I have taken anyone else. I want to work with youth. One's with mental health issues. Take em horseback riding and such. Maybe go out to eat or go scuba diving. Live on a freeking ranch. Yup I spelled that funny. Wanted to. Anyway just looking for mud for the mortar for these bricks I'm laying. I'm building a castle really. And it's been a long ride. But this life, as I hear Joe Cocker singing, is so beautiful to me. And one day they'll put a shovel in for me. But for now I'm just laughing at the trees covered in snow. Silly trees. But I guess really, that's how they keep cozy.

Mental Hospital Gospel's going live today at 2:30 MTN Time If you want to chill or ask questionsMental Hospital Gospel's going live today at 2:30 MTN Time If you want to chill or ask questions