The Taste of Life

I have to admit that I was expecting to have more clarity on where we are going as a whole by now. Yes, I was expecting a clearer view, a sparkling horizon of possibilities. Instead I am still confronted with a blurry and unstable vision of where I am going. And yes, I know that we are on the precipice of a major change and that all the chaos we are going through is necessary to get to this brand new world that we are dreaming into being. I know all that. It is a truth settle...d deep in my being. And that is where I have to go, deep within myself, to keep my focus, to not get lost in the chaos. It is a tricky landscape we are navigating. There is so much uncertainty, confusion and chaos that it sometimes seems impossible to stay focused. Sometimes the blurriness seems so vast that it sucks you right in. I know, because it happens to me too. But, you know, just like a camera can be adjusted to get a clear picture, so can we. Continue reading by clicking on the link below/ See more

Uncertainty and Impatience are very big words in my life. They were highly defining my experience of life for a very long time. I never particularly liked not knowing what was going to happen, when and how. I was a planner, I needed to be in control. And at the same time I was very bad at waiting for something. I needed things done now and preferably fast. Exhaustion... Anxiety... Stress... Which is no surprise if you are constantly trying to swim against the waves, never mak...ing it to the calmer waters because of not getting beyond the big surf. While being on my journey I slowly learned how to ride the waves instead of swimming against them. I say slowly, because it was and is quite the process. I know that it is way easier to ride the wave and that it will bring me nothing but peace and joy. But it is also one of the hardest things for me to do, and quite frankly it sometimes just really scares me. When I see this big wave of uncertainty looming right in front of me, threatening to come down with full force, I feel an urge to run away. Running away from uncertainty just means trying to create control in a world of no control, a useless, and time and energy consuming activity. Swimming against the wave... And so, I don't do that anymore, or at least I catch myself early on in the swim. Continue reading by clicking on the link below.

Well, we made it to 2021. Happy New Year everyone! Wishing you all a year filled with joy, hugs, healing, and new possibilities. After many months of feeling suspended in time and space, with no real urge to move forward or to step into something new, I have felt a slow shift starting to manifest in the last few days of 2020. A shift into an expansion of being. A shift towards a completely new energy of creation. A shift into opening up to new possibilities. And yes, we are s...till finding ourselves in a lockdown and the whole COVID mess does not seem to be improving much, but there seems to be a slightly different energy that has entered my experience. A lightness filling me with hope and even excitement for what is to come. I seem to be shifting from being suspended to moving into action. I admit that it is a slow shift, with some days still being somewhat blurred in chaos, but overall the energy feels open and new. Continue reading by clicking on the link below. See more

Last night, after our Solstice fire, I was lying in bed, not really able to sleep. I felt peaceful though and decided to tap into the Solstice energy, express my gratitude and my readiness to step into this new age of light and ease. Although I was still not sleeping, I suddenly found myself in a National Park in Costa Rica, at the exact spot and moment I saw a beautiful blue Morpho sitting on a tree beside me, its wings wide spread. I did not even remember this consciously s...ince it was many years ago. Last night however, I was there and every detail was vivid. I understood there was a message, so I asked. The message was that for our true beauty to be seen and felt, we must spread our wings, open up, risk to be 'seen'. I don't know if you have ever seen a blue Morpho, but with closed wings it almost disappears in the trees. But when it opens its wings, it is so brilliantly blue dat it brings tears if joy to your eyes. I just needed to share this, since it is so important for all of us: open yourself up, spread your wings! The world needs your beauty! See more