www.taylyn.com
14834 North Bluff Road v4b3e3 White Rock, BC, Canada

Checked out the trees in Memorial Park last night! Kudos to the decorator!

Working on some social media posts for theNorthVancouver Wolfpack!

Looking for new models for my digital art portfolio. All completed paintings will be available for purchase.

Looking for new models!

Evening moment: What do you See! Relationships can be empowering and life giving or Relationships that can near kill you emotionally, mentally, spiritually a...nd physically. I know this from personal experience. I have had the best partners and a not so good one. I have recovered and the lessons were great. When I met my now ex I was in a very good place. Heathy and balanced. A job I loved, Money in the bank, freedom, great relationships with family and friends. I lived in simplicity and I loved it. I wasn’t looking for a relationship. What has happened over the near 10 years is a nightmare filled with stuff you just can’t make up. What would process me to get myself into such a relationship is still a bit of a mystery to me. And why I allowed him back again and again even a bigger mystery. This I do know. I am thank full the universe loves me so much that they removed him from my world by creating yet another drama. My health is returning - as mysteriously as my illness appeared it has disappeared, many of my old friends have returned and a whole new flock have embraced me. My world is returning to simplicity. I am back painting and writing. In a sense I am returned to self. I have repainted A painting which created a lot of attention in 2010. The original was donated to a woman’s organization. Her title was Lady of all Nations. This one I am naming All Nations Woman. Thank You to all those people who continue to support me on my journey.

Very proud gramma

My Happy Place. The best Chicken Chili..Only on Fridays! Didn’t miss it today!

I am looking for some new models. send me you photos and I will see what I can do. [email protected]

Today’s email - daily laughative- From Swami’s dictionary!

Really enjoying digital painting today

Two days in a row facebook brings up memories about drums. The answer is yes I do still make drums not as many as I used to and will likely limit how many I do make. Interested pm me.

Wow. Nine years ago I was returned to Canada after working in California at multiple hospitals as a registered nurse. I met some amazing people, too few I still keep in touch with. I will have to work on that. I don't know if I ever thanked everyone for all their support at that time. Yes I was in trauma response. Nine years ago some special people attempted to rescue me. Karie Hillery Pia Sandstrom Aly Kahn Robert Perala Nancy Wait Leanne Taylor Mark Lemon, David Leroy Aneci...to Stephanie Martinez Christobelle Hilder Norma Cowie. Sheila Gautreaux Heidi Haught and the staff of Agostini Nurse staffing. members of Stuart Wilde's Redemeers Club - you know who you are. Menno Pauls. gosh I may have forgotten a few. Everyone responds to trauma in different ways. I went a little crazy and was spinning and spinning. I should say driving and driving. My friends and family had lots of things they thought I should do. All had good intentions. I wanted to clear the trauma in a good way. I kept telling everyone I wanted to clear this in a good way. I didn't want to be angry and bitter. I wanted to forgive and be loving. Windshield time. I drove thousands and thousands of miles.. Santa Cruz to Edmonton to Vancouver. I went and sat by the ocean on the Sunshine Coast. I slept outside on a friends porch watching the stars at night. I found a big rock to sit on during the day. I was not in my body.. I knew that. I had disassociated. More windshield time. From Vancouver to Napa Valley to Las Vegas to Big Sur and up and down the 101 coast highway from Los Angeles to Washington State and back into BC. I decide to go to a doctor and he quickly decides I need to be medicated. Well that wasn't going to happen. I wanted to move through this trauma without medication. I was exhausted and decided I needed to spend time in silence. On November 8 went into a fast of silence. I got a little apartment in North Vancouver and moved in with limited everything. I had my art supplies, a few clothes and linen and the bare essentials. I did get internet service but no TV. I told my family I was going into silence. Can't imagine what they were thinking. Nov til about this time of year (nine months) I spoke to very few people. I meditated, painted and walked in the park and then I meditated some more. I got to a very special place.. pure bliss, pure peace No sound, no thought total nothingness followed by a sense of my brain being rewired. ... now after all that one would think I would have just gone on in a merry way. After all I did get to a wonderful place. But nope. For whatever reason and yet to be determined that did not happen. ..the start of a good book... Thank you!