Xen Moment

Elaine, 15 years ago when I had a lot more blue in my wardrobe and environment than I do now. Looking back, growing up, I’ve gone through Piscean experiences of absorbing much positive but mostly negative energies from my environment, it was expressed through physical outlets. I was more aloof, liked escaping through games, easily a chameleon who flows with the friends and family. A dreamer, arts n’ crafty, a closet-singer, and a fearful girl who was haunted by horror movies ...she didn’t even watch but only heard the sounds and stories of. A frightened child only by things in my head. I would be even scared to close my eyes at one point scared to see something I’m not ready for once I opened them. ...I put that to rest. Locked it up. During my teen years, I unconsciously spiritually conjured a protective barrier feet’s around me during a shower (water is a great element for universal emotional and physical healing, you can guess why). I can now dare to face myself toward faces, creatures of horror (I’ve painted, created 3D sculpts of a few, and even wrote a script(s) for short films) and horror is one of my favourite genres to watch. I am fascinated by it, with always the question in mind what makes this scary and horrifying? The fact it exists can’t be taken lightly. I find a sort of beauty in its existence, especially for those who can develop works of art from darker realms for us to see. It needs to be exposed for balance in life. Sickness, pain, suffering, abuse, and depressing energies want to be exposed to be able to heal and Rest In Peace. If not, it builds up, and we manifest and attract the very thing we didn’t address and turned a blind eye towards. The terrifying entity presents itself either within ourselves or in others. If you aren’t aware of your own horror game that you specifically own, you might find a missing piece of you, there. If you find yourself stuck in your horror game....save and take a pause. You may need to build up the emotional courage and strength to even continue, come back when you’re ready. It takes a lot of energy to do shadow work. Photo shows, the beginning of a Spartan in the making. #halo4lyfe

Time for a GIVEAWAY! I’m giving away TWO PASSES to this special, reassuring, and informative online series event: YOU MATTER TOO #ymtwpg #getreadytogrow The FIRST EVENT is happening this weekend on NOV. 8th @ 1:00 - 4:00PM. ... Other events are active on Eventbrite. You may use your free passes to sign-up for other YMT events. HOW-TO SIMPLY ENTER: 1Follow @ymtwpg so you can be in-the-know of all the speakers and choose which date to attend depending on your interests and needs! 2Follow @xenmoment 3LIKE this post! 4Finally, TAG that friend you want to learn and grow with! WINNERS will be announced this Saturday, NOV. 7th on our story! We are currently passing through mid-Scorpio season, waves of emotional depth, new or old surfaced hate, fears, and strong feelings may be experienced during this time, preparing us to move with haste but with focus this late November 30th, the Penumbral Lunar Eclipse in Gemini happening in Sagittarius season. Many times within stressful environments, we forget to take proper care ourselves, and may be too quick to compromise our happiness for the sake of others. We start to realize how much we let outer authority influence and control us, do you really have REAL control in your situations and environment? Would you be able to handle freedom if it was given? Are you truly ready to receive that life, career, relationship, family etc. you want? It begins with having control over your emotional responses to triggers in your life. To take responsibility over your emotions and how they are expressed. You control and are responsible for your own happiness, to heal inner emotional wounds you are carrying that have unhealthily taken over your life. Society and the world is exposed more of our real problems, that frankly, we’ve been ignoring for too long. Something NEEDS to change. Our world and the collective is majorly EVOLVING. A little warning for the upcoming eclipse, if you’ve been ignoring the signs or have a hard time being authentic and honest about your own evolutionary journey and path in this life, you’ll get bigger smacks to wake-up to this emergency. #loveyou

: : . ... : ! , , . . What do we need to put to rest that we’ve been ignoringthat thing that has been keeping us uncomfortable, you know it’s there, don’t act surprised.It would be best to take care of it this November, the full moon allows you some clarity and power to do just that. The Theme of this full moon duality: love, money, sex, birth, and death. repeat. Love + Hate both requires to be noticed, recognized, appreciated, felt, and heard. Safety + Security along with love, passion, and gentleness comes a healthy love. MINE vs. OURS. Push & Pull between KINDNESS and PAIN. DARKNESS + LIGHT like DUSK + DAWN. It’s a choice. It’s all about evolution. Some of us drag our feet, cannot make it out of the dark, and convince ourselves that this life is all about pain, living a lukewarm life. Others leverage their soul’s growth against all else and reach for the starsnothing less. Hello the best of Scorpio -Debra Silverman The only constant in life is change- Heraclitus. Questions to meditate on: - How do you respond to having deep conversations with yourself and with others? How vulnerable do you allow yourself to be? - Are you aware of your wounds? Do you actively work on healing your wounds or do you let it bleed or keep it maintained temporary with bandages or medication? - Can you recall periods where you felt like you almost physically, emotionally, or spiritually died?

( Oct 27 - Nov 21 ) :... Strengthen your already-relationships and establish, new exciting bonds with others How OFTEN do you think of relationships (romantic, friendships, and the like)? Too often that it becomes a big focus on your life and you may neglect other parts? Or too little, that you need to start learning how to bond and communicate better with others? Sharing thoughts, ideas, and experiences can be good for you in healthy doses but if you allow what others think or say affect your decision-making and your identity, you’ll find yourself backed into a corner accompanied by stress and confusion. With the Sun in Scorpio, we can think about how we feel about INTIMACY.and it’s not just about sex. What is intimacy to you? Do you allow yourself this intimacy? To get REAL CLOSE and PERSONAL. Sometimes relationships don’t work out because individuals have difficulties with being intimate with themselves and it reflects in the relationship. You may experience added stresses regarding power struggles ( I want it this way but my friend/partner/family member wants it this way!) in your relationships. How do you partner with others? Do you allow room for compassion and understanding, along with patience or do you let ego and aggression take over, wanting to have it your way? Is your relationship an EQUAL EXCHANGE? Are you you receiving too much? OR Are you giving too much? Aside from relationships, you may think about BEAUTY. Do you have or allow beauty to surround you in your environment? How can you beautify your home, your bedroom, your space where you retreat. There are many things one can do to beautify and make their surroundings more pleasant, just need to put a bit of extra care in achieving it, and you deserve that much, to allow yourself this form of self-care and a space where you rest and centre yourself. : @jichau

HEARTY WARM QUINOA VEGGIE TOMATO SOUP Haven’t shared a food post in a while from #thexentable ! It’s chilly out there and those of us in Winnipeg, Canada are just expecting snow to present itself soon! (Actually it snowed and disappeared already, that’s our first warning haha) ... Get yourself calm, warm, relaxed, and healthy with a soup like this one! Ingredients: Tomato sauce potatoes celery carrots onions garlic quinoa salt paprika parsley leaves *I added slices of toasted bread and a small bowl of boiled beets to my liking for my sides. It’s a Libra New Moon occasion and is quite crucial to take care of oneself as per usual during periods of immense chaotic changes but we must see to a better future and still alive til then! You may meditate on these questions: - How well do you do under pressure and stress? - How do you respond to something unpleasant? - How peaceful are you really, internally, despite the outside stimulus? Now, with Venus now in Virgo, it is in our favour to improve our inner conflicts to gain comfort, real peace, and to bring ourselves to inner equilibrium. May you celebrate getting through half of the astrological year in your own ways you find comforting!